I will be honest and admit, I sometimes do not afford me the freedom that I allow everyone else when they make a mistake. I forget I am only human and I get down on myself. This is one of the reasons I have to slow down. I have to recommit myself to liking me for me. I feel like I am not enough, enough for what?-right? enough for whom?- It is just an unreasonable sense that I sometimes get. It has no base in reality, it is just residue from a previous life, one I felt was not my own. When this happens, I have to stop all my negative nay-saying and commit to just letting me be me. I am enough. YOU are enough. So no more negative reinforcing, I won't harp on mistakes or be unrealistically demanding of me. I will allow me time to do nothing, I mean that when I allow time to relax I will not feel guilty afterwards. Yes, I sometimes do that. I keep going on about how I should of done this instead, or done that intsead of being too relaxed. I allow it of others. I will most certaily allow it of me. I know I am not overtly lazy, so I should be able to relax more, but also, I am not a robot. I will take it easy on me. I am making that commitment to me because I easily get down on myself. If you recognize this in others or yourself a gentle reminder will do some good. You are not a robot. Take it easy-manwasIdrunk.
NOW I AM DOUBTING MY TAKING UP A FOREVER 21 MANTRA AS OF LATE.
I AM HOWEVER THINKING ABOUT OPENING A COOL CALI-MEX RESTAURANT AND CALLING IT PAPAS AND NACHOS! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK!- MANWASIDRUNK