Sunday, April 7, 2013
Where are my homies at???
What a week this has turned out to be right fellas? full of excitement and reconnecting with the people that we have lost contact with, recently. It's so hard sometimes to stay connected to people when you let them slip away for just a sec. I don't let them slip away anymore. I know when someone is beginning to slide away and I'm usually pretty good about touching bases with them. I have sometime let a bit of time lapse between talking to some of my friends. They are now usually lapses that are done on purpose, either we need a bit of a break to sort some things out or I know they are not in a good place and need to be alone. That is fine. I'm okay with that, but I do need my friends and I need to stay in contact with them pretty regularly. I have had friends that I've been friendly to in certain social situations, every time we run into each other in a bar or a social function. It was okay, but it felt so superficial to me. I do like to have friends be closer and be someone I can run stuff for or ask things of. I just prefer that now. It's not right or wrong, it's just the way I like to be with my friends. I like to eat and hang out with them. I like to visit their home and them mine. It is a bit hard to stay in touch, if you let it be. I find keeping in touch with my friends worth any such effort, and so not a hassle. I've always got time, even when I don't have time, I have time. It just prefer to work that way, now.